well so i tried a new method of turning all optimistic about life

goodbye whiney nushi :P

my grades seemed to deteriorate even after i decided to turn optimistic which is rather depressing. but i don't worry anymore because i'm so smart and will get a 100 on everything.

i will hold the world and it's history in my hands.

hahah pun intended- ap world history. get it? x]

lessee

i hate sophomore year soo much. i can't believe teachers can give out so much work. and plus i'm a HUGE procrastinator so it all adds up. this whole week i was sleeping around 2 am with all this work. and my grades are ..well maybe okay but ap grades are disappointing T__T

well i joined/want to join some clubs; FBLA, interact, [enviro brigade?], mock trial, tutors, spanish and some other

hmmm my mom said that she signed me up for SAT classes for 2 hrs on sundays wooohoooo --

i wanna start working at kumon. so yeah. anyway..that's it for now i guess i love the way it's a long weekend <3

PEACE OUTTTTT suckasss :P

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man i write too much these days..i feel like it's a bad thing..i mean i'm always writing some sort of thing..and i end up throwing it away..i didn't even start on my book i wanted to write to tell the truth..i'm too busy writing other stuff...and too busy throwing that away. it's so weird. and i feel like i'm not watching enough tv...well i don't watch tv..and i feel left outta some stuff :P like helen's post...how does everyone know whatever she's talking about? geez i feel like a stupid deprived loser. aughhh.

sometimes. at night, i just lay in bed staring at the ceiling wondering what my goal is in life. what is my goal? i don't do anything really. i don't do any SAT, don't read much. i just have fun and stay on the computer and stuff. hopefully when school starts i'll have more of an objective..i feel so lazy and bored sometimes that i stay on the computer all day. it's just a crazy addiction.

well anyway. it's time to quit xanga again. school starts soon. i love reading subscriptions because i'm always curious to see what other people do in life. anyway.

goodbye.

wow it's only taking me 20-30 minutes to do one chapter in 1215!! i'm on ch.10 now i think..if i really want to i can finish the book today but i stretched it for 3 days.

and WOW..8 more days till school. i guess i'm kinda excited and kinda nervous.. hopefully i get friends in my classes :DD

guess what? i'm all done with my language arts summer hw :P hahaha i know it's a bit late but WHO CARES?

i should now work on 1215. let's see..11 days before school. let's make that 10. i have to do about 37-40 pages a day since i already finished 1 chapter. oh boy..18 pages took me an hour..37 pages will take me 2 hours TT___TT

AP=no life.